Right
Journal Entry: Thu Apr 3, 2008, 7:05 PM
- Mood:
- Listening to: Tainted Love - Ramones
- Reading: Light in August
- Watching: Sweeney Todd
- Playing: DS
- Eating: Nothing
- Drinking: Nothing
So I've reached another point in my life where I am again contemplating myself, my life, and those around me.
I dunno, I just feel so weird all the time. I wish I could be the same person for five effing minutes. One minute I've got everything figured out, everything seems so swell, and then the next, well... I dunno. It's just rotten.
*Sigh*
I do seem to have my life partly on track. I'm pretty well set for college (more than I ever thought I'd be) and my grades are looking great. I should be ok education wise.
Friendships wise, everything's a little haywire. I'm not sure what's going on anymore. And work just plain sucks, even more than it ever has. I really need a friggin car.
On a happier note, *maybe*, I'm going to prom I suppose with the one and only Prince-Eddie-B-Fix-a-dik. I really do loooove that kid, and hopefully this whole prom thing turns out alright, if so, I'll post pictures, if not, well...I'll still post pictures. Probably on my myspace.
I'm not sure why I'm ranting on my deviantart anyways.
I've been uploading a lot of poems recently which makes me happy. I feel more connected with my writing. Not myself, not my spirituality, but my writing is flowing alright. I suppose that's what's generating all these odd and quirky emotions bubbling in my brain. I write and then it stimulates more of my emotions. I dunno.
All I know is, I'm still alive, I'm still breathing, and I have a semi-concrete plan for the rest of my life.
Things should be fine, right?
Right?
Devious Comments
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Two Roads Diverged In A Wood, And I- I Took The One Less Travelled By, And That Has Made All The Difference.
- Robert Frost.
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"Love gave someone the power to break you."
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Everyone expects tomorrow....but maybe we shouldn't...
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Bludgeon abortion
Lethal amputation
Onslaught of torment
Embrace the offering
Necrotic flesh
Design of tainted surgery
Cold steel blade
Neutralize mortality
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Bludgeon abortion
Lethal amputation
Onslaught of torment
Embrace the offering
Necrotic flesh
Design of tainted surgery
Cold steel blade
Neutralize mortality
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Everyone expects tomorrow....but maybe we shouldn't...
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Everyone expects tomorrow....but maybe we shouldn't...
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| HASANS GRAFIX |
I can feel that Purity in heart
And can sense that Purity in the creation of God
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Bludgeon abortion
Lethal amputation
Onslaught of torment
Embrace the offering
Necrotic flesh
Design of tainted surgery
Cold steel blade
Neutralize mortality
[link]
Just give me a shout if you want it tweaked or anything. Hope you like it!
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~For the love of life, nature and art.~
I'll put that avvie together as soon as I can
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~For the love of life, nature and art.~
Nobody else on myspace would have icons like that! Ultimate uniqueness lol
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Everyone expects tomorrow....but maybe we shouldn't...
*afterthought* I know, I know! for your b-day I'll make you a set of MySpace icons, right?
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~For the love of life, nature and art.~
btw, I was going to ask but I don't want to be rude or bossy and feel free to say no to this, but do you think there is anyway you could make an avatar that has like, the Spirit characters on it? Or maybe just one? I dunno, I think it'd be neat, and I REALLY need an avi and I remember you saying you could make me one once but I wasn't sure if the offer still stood lol but it's ok if you don't have the time I understand
thanks so much for the awesome friendship-ness!
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Everyone expects tomorrow....but maybe we shouldn't...
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~For the love of life, nature and art.~
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Everyone expects tomorrow....but maybe we shouldn't...
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Wii = Mac, Xbox = Windows/PC, PS2/3 = Linux.
All good men are taken, gay, or fictional characters!
SCHOOL RUMBLE SMUT --> [link]
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You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
Friedrich Nietzsche
best emote EVER ->
Clubs:
~un-invisible *assorted-nuts ~write-the-world *AoAClub
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~For the love of life, nature and art.~
eh...better late than never....right?
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Everyone expects tomorrow....but maybe we shouldn't...
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~For the love of life, nature and art.~
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Everyone expects tomorrow....but maybe we shouldn't...
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Life sucks.
Make the best of it.
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